|| LAY CAN COOK!

Finally, I've start doing something with regards to school. Sister loh the 2nd's friend was really nice to help me out with my chemistry. She was previously a chemistry teacher from some jc in singapore. Haha. Got some really useful tips and notes from her and although it was just a 50 mins affair, it was a productive one.

Anyways, got home and had the urge to bake. Yes, I can bake. Aussie people prolly do not believe that I can stay in the kitchen and not blow it up.

Singaporean friends will of course know me best. =)). haha! i do enjoy baking! I usually only bake for people who are close to me. At least when it really isn't nice, they will be frank. AND AND! Only they will crave for my cookies and food.

OH! yes, i promised vanessa ng i will cook for them dinner when i go back! Haha. i better start learning to cook proper food. It will be pretty sweet i reckon, cooking dinner for them huh? =)). Getting all the close friends together and just having a home cooked meal. wahhaa! hopefully all will survive the cooking.

I am starting to doubt my chances of getting married, since i can hardly cook. Even the ginger loh does not like my cooking! I DON'T BELEIVE IT! He is not eating his food! But! It really taste pretty nice! I've tried it! He must just be too picky!

Hang on, even if I can't cook, I can get married and hire a maid to cook !

EH! wait,

NONONONO! what if my maid and husband have an affair!

OH OH OH! Try this. What did sushi A say to sushi B? (Answer below!=)) )



COOKIES IN THE PROCESS:









Answer: Waaa-sssuppp-B! (wasabi)

HAHA!HEE HORRR HEEE!

EH,
Not funny meh?

I got super excited when I found out the answer la! Because, sister loh the 4th was asking us this question when we were in hong kong, but she could not remember the answer. All of us fret over it for so soo sooooo long. And yep. finally. We actually thought of wasabi, but could not link it to sushi. whahaha! I am such a lame arse I can't stand myself sometimes.

p.s: Lately, been wondering, who will be there to take your place, when you're gone.

loving!=))

|| Just keep swimming, swimming...

It was not as though i did not try. I really did.
Prove:

It is all ginger loh's fault. He kept trying to get attention. Whenever i tried doing my sit ups, he will walk onto my stomach and sit there. YES! I SWEAR! When i rest my hands down, he scratch me, signalling me to massage him. When i tried skipping, he paced infront of me, I can't continue skipping can I? =)). see! it isn't my fault. I did try!

Anyways, am home alone AGAIN. All the sisters are out. I am bored. I am supposed to be studying. It sucks to know school is gonna reopen again.

However, this means....... I AM GOING BACK TO SINGAPORE!!!! =)). I doubt i will go back on the 15th dec. Besides, I just wanna have a nice time back home and spend more time with the family (yes ginger loh, i will most definately miss you, mr trouble.). so yeah, no fanfare.

okay. till then.

loving.=))

|| The cruise and The horror.

Finally the long await for cruise dinner. We went there in two cars. The second car which I was in was driven by Ken(sister loh the 1st's bf). We arrived early at Victoria harbour and then realized we were at the wrong port. So, we went off to berth 9 which was where sister loh the 2nd told us we were boarding at. She was in gerhard's car. We went to berth 9 and it was soo sooo quiet there. When we were parking the car, guess what! we saw 3 freakingly gorgeous ferrari. DAMN COOL CAN! There was this guy there in suit guarding the car. which looked quite funny. We of course realized we were at the wrong place again. So we kept calling the others for like 21323132 times but none of them picked up their hp. However, they finally did call us back which was around 725pm when the cruise was to leave at 730pm. We had to rush like siao to the other end of the port. Everyone panicking and all. haha. so funny actually. The whole cruise of 200 odd people were waiting for 4 people. Fashionably late yo! haha. after we parked the car, with heels (except for ken that is), sister loh the 1st, 3rd, ken and I literally chiong like 200 m to the cruise la. kaoxz. you can not imagine how difficult it is running in heels on a rough ground man.

Anyways, check those above two videos. Don't ask me why you looks like a senior citizen's party. It isn't okay. And these cruises do not come cheap mans. I was thinking of taking dance class before the trinity ball. Instead, i think i change my mind now, I will just follow the man in the second video. Just jump up and down on the spot. SO COOL RIGHT! =)).

Oh OH~ the horror. yes yes. I had this dream. I dreamt i was attached. YES THE HORROR! Weird thing was i could not see his face(you know some dreams that happens). He seem like someone who feels really close to me. Anyways, it feels like a really bad dream. I dreamt that there is this girl in my primary school who i did not like being around. She kept lingering around us. While i was waiting for him to finish his class(which in reality i will not) she waited along for him. weird right! Then she sat the bus with us(which will not happen, i want car can?). The bus duno why was very packed, then i also duno why he and she ended up sitting together and i was alone standing near the door. I got very pissed cause they kept talking and since i did not like that girl, the angrier i got( natural reaction what!), so, i got off the bus at king albert park there. When he saw that, he also hurry up got off and she was there saying, "oh, okay lor, then i go back myself first". We both alighted and he asked whats wrong. I was like, i totally don't like it when you guys talk, and guess what he replyed! "Why you don't like her? She is nice what". wa piang eh! cannot tahan. I was so freaking pissed i just walked off.

I am such a jealous freak huh? LOLX!

But it is so weird! I woke up feeling really hurt and jealous!

haha. this reminds me of janet saying this, "LAY! can you be abit more normal?".
I'll try?

loving.

|| PAI SEH HOR!

OH YA! To those who tagged. I am so sorry but my tag board flew away again. okay, at least I think its the problem with my computer. I can't tag, I can only read them. ha! will reply when it gets back(the tag board that is).

loving.

|| erm. hi?

I seriously can't believe how time flies. It just stuck me once again when daddy spoke to me just now.

Haha. daddy was like asking how come I did not call back. And yes, I gave the excuse that the sisters kept using the phone so I can't call back. When, the matter of fact is, sister loh the 2nd calls them everyday. YES! EVERY SINGLE DAY! But I did not talk to them. haha. I miss every single one of them so so much.=((

It's like I feel the distance now. I hardly know where on earth my parents are. yes, literally. I am like getting used to talking to them and when I casually ask them where they are, half expecting them to say, at home. They would reply some funny places and I would be like, "since when did you guys go over there?".

Prolly that is the worst part of studying away from home. I don't feel the distance just between family, but of course, with friends.

We swore we will keep in touch and yes, we still do. But I, for sure know things will never be the same anymore. They can tell me all about their school and schoolmates etc, but I feel like i can hardly relate to them. Because I am not there, what they say just don't make any sense or what so ever to me.

I get so so jealous at times when my friends tell me they are having outings together and stuff. I get pissed, thinking why I can't be there having fun with them too. On the other hand, I am leading the life many dream of. I constantly remind myself how lucky I am to have the chance to study overseas without the burden of thinking of how much extra cost I am adding to the family. Daddy having to support four kids overseas sure isn't an easy thing. And I am, without a doubt blessed with a great family. But surely, everyone is allowed to let greed overwhelmed them ?

I know those of them who are there constatly cheering me on telling me I have to work hard, all just meant well. That they too can relate to the school stress I am facing. However, sometimes, I don't want someome to be able to relate to me and tell me about their way of coping or even comparing their stress to mine, hopefully making me feel better. I just want someone who is willing to listen to me whine, listen to all the horrible things I have to say and most importantly, just to be around.

I am truely ( I swearrrr by thiss) grateful for those around me though.

Anyways, vic and I kinda had this crazy idea of starting a fashion line on our own. Calling ourselves, LAY + VIC = LAVI.

This stresses me out. haha. yeah, "why?" you ask. Mummy was pretty supportive of me taking design in university but upon hearing melb uni does not offer such course she encouraged me to take early childhood instead of going to another uni(which makes sense, if not why do i try so hard to get into trinity college). BUT! the problem is I FREAKING HELL HATE KIDS! yes! I really don't like them. I can play with them and go, "awww! they are sooosooo cuteeee!!" for only like 5 mins and any longer the kids would prolly end up locked in the toilet.

So, I decided to drop that idea of designing and be more realistic. By oct 1st I have to submit my application. I guess I am going with the following choices, vet science, arts or arts and science. oh wells.~

oh oh! yum cha was super fun the other day. =)). thanks guys. sorry for not joinning today. Will see you guys on wed for picnic. hohoho.

thank you for hurting your eyes.=))

|| oh lovely!

Isn't this hairstyly lovely?! I am having the itch to snap my hair off to this. ( I can see all of you rolling your eyes already!). haha.

Anyways, today, was the first trip out in search for my trinity ball dress. Result? TOTAL FAILURE! I mean, to start off with, I did not try on a single dress. yes. not even one. haha. why you may ask? I saw two dresses which at least caught my eye. The first one I saw, I got really excited cause it is almost exactly like what I have in mind to wear to the ball. HOWEVER! here's the deal. IT COST A STINGING $1890. Yes, you heard it right. And because of that gorgeous price. I did not try it on, obviously. The second dress I saw that I kinda like too was not anywhere near that price but still, it is over my budget. IT WAS A SWEET $575. Yeah, it sucks not to be super rich right?

Before i set out on my quest to get my favourite dress I consulted the sisters on how much should i spend. Both said I should expect to be paying within the price range of $200 to $300. I almost burst out laughing. I was not expecting to spend more than $150 on the dress. But the sisters pointed out that unless I want to look like I am wearing just some dress from those far east shops, I have to be willing to spend that much.

HOHOHO! That totally reminded me of what Jacquline said about prom being a competition. I mean, of course everyone would wanna look nice right? (don't lie those of you who said no!) But I don't wanna look like I am over doing the whole thing? I don't wanna go for this ball just to be seen. I want to go there to have fun. Oh wells.

Anyhow, the other thing that is bugging me is whether I should snap my hair off (like the picture above) or should I just leave it as it is until after the ball. BUT! To think of it. Everyone(okay fine, most girls) have long hair and it will look so common to have long hair and wear a dress to the ball. I don't want to just look like one of the girls. I wanna look like someone people should take me seriously for and not just any girl (if you get what I am saying).

I don't know why I feel insulted although some would say I should feel honoured, when just some random person ask you to the ball. I feel disgusted. I feel insulted. Do I really give people the perception that I don't have my own opinion? Surprise Suprise. I actual do and I don't go out with just anyone. So get over your shallow thoughts you have been habouring on me.

Till then, wish me luck. Hopefully I don't end up wearing t-shirt and jeans for the ball.

loving.

|| Part Two.

A big hug to: Cynthia, Mei Shan, Janet, Janice, Jacquline, Judith, Navina and Yit Ming for popping by yesterday! =))

Yeah. so yesterday was mahjong day again(which i really enjoyed). The girls started flooding my place from 330pm. Yit Ming only came over with the mahjong set at around 7pm. So, in the mean time we played cards and watched vcd and and! of cause ate stuff!.

After yit ming came and two rounds(or was it three?) of mahjong-ing. We headed off to ying thai for dinner with sister loh the 2nd and 3rd. The food was good and so was the company! haha. It was fun passing the food around and all.=))

We wanted to have koko black(yes, sinful, i know) but decided to go back my place to have pancakes instead. YES! the penguin pancakes were yummy when topped off with ice cream and honey. WAHAHA! hope none of you guys had stomachache after eating my pancakes. LOLX =))

THEN! everyone started reading magazines! I have to idea why la. haha. ESPECIALLY JAC JAC! She can read while she play mahjong! SHIOK RIGHT! how bright the future of our doctors to be! whahaha! =))

Anyhow, they then headed back home at around 12am.

Thanks guys once again for the great time I really enjoyed it! =))

Looking forward to yum cha-ing on wed! (SEE LA JAC! GO BACK SOMEMORE! WE ALL WILL GO YUM CHA WITHOUT YOU! OK LA . WE WILL TRY TO MISS YOU! =)) )

|| Part One.

|| ANDRE TAN! FEEL HONOURED!

ANDRE TAN! HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY. (FEEL HONOURED OKAY!) =))

anyhow, on this day, I would like to say:
1. Thank You and
2. Sorry.

Thank you for the beautiful 4 years(and counting) of friendship.

Sorry for the horrible patch three of us went through.

The fun time we had during secondary one, whereby we played catching on the parade square till its time school closes. Secondary two, the fun time we had at febby's place bbq-ing. The time you stood by me when I was going through a tough time in secondary three. The even more fun time we had in secondary four, being in the same english band playing surates(correct spelling?! haha) and and! that other time during band three outing. I know such gorgeous memories would continue living inside me and for years to come, more gorgeous memories will be filled in my heart. You know you will always be my favourite guy friend.

Hopefully you guys have a blast tomorrow. BUT! not too much fun. Not without me.

loving.

|| WHY?!

Why do i have to give an excuse that i am not feeling well so i don't have to go out?
Why can't i just say, " i don't wanna go out with you".
Why do people think that I am just like any other trinity girl?
Why do people think I will agree to whatever they say?
Why do that person think I will agree to go to the ball with just someone who talked to me less than five sentences?
Why do I have to always be happy?
Why can't I feel sad and whine like all other girls?
Why can't I eat every single thing I want?
Why can't I ever stop feeling hungry?
Why do I have to keep talking?
What makes you think I wanna know about what is going on in your life?
Why do I have to study so hard?
Why is everyone so shallow?
Why must everyone have a share in my life?
Why must I answer all questions?
Why can't I have my privacy?
Why can't I have my own opinion and everyone just shut their trap?


okay. enough of hate for the month.

Let's now talk about love.=))

Now that exams are over and the holidays are here, I am one happy person.

Went over to optometry building today to help sister loh the 3rd with her experiment. Jack jack and janet were also there being one of the subject. While waiting, I first sat with jack jack waiting for janet to do her test. We were talking about the ball and all. We actually are planning to hire a limo to take us there. Hopefully, it takes 16 people. haha.

After everyone finished, we headed to lygon for lunch. Nice lunch. Under the sun, having our fish and chips and sashimi. It was good. Really nice and had good laughs.

We finished up and went shopping around. We went around trying dresses. haha! it was fun though, and jack jack, that dress looked so freaking good on ya! SHA BOYA! really! =))

Anyhow, headed back, walked the dog, went for dinner, went for chocolate supper. Feeling so sinful. Fear not! I will make sure i will get in shape this holiday and look hot in my ball dress, ha!

Till then, I'll keep dreaming.

|| Thou art tei.

The above are some pictures taken from the outing to the national gallery of victoria. =))

so yep, the long awaited for history of ideas tutorial trip to the art gallery! and yes, i am totally blown away. I mean, the gallery is so magnificant(at least to me). It is like those you see in the movies. Huge rooms. high ceiling, great lightings, a couple of gorgeous art work and a leather sofa in the middle. yes. i really can imagine myself working there(if i get into uni melb's arts). I had heaps of fun there anyhow. Laughing with all, espcially jessica. =)). She is such a darl.

okay. today morning started with chemistry presentation(yes! finally its over)!the teachers just shot random questions at us at the end of the presentation and being me(the lousy one in chem) could not answer the question the first time. Mei Fong (my tutor) asked if one of the equation was a redox one. and immediately, the rest of the class started talking (of cause, they all thought it was a easy question and all were like, "wa lao! redox!") and of cause i had to answer wrongly. thank god mei fong hinted me. so i got it right in the end. lolx. =))

following was EAP essay in class exam. yep. all done with that. could not be any happier.

NEXT! DRAMA! =)). haha. today was like superb fun! Jack gave each couple a theme and each of the couple had to pick a card that has 3 words. Sarah and i got the theme mother and child. Sarah's 3 words were, college, fight, two weeks. Mine were, car crash, choloesterol and 170cm. We got the words only like 1 min before we had to act. so yep. this was how it went:

Me: mummy mummy!
Sarah: girl ah! you are going to college in two weeks time, remember not to fight with people okay!
Me: MUMMY! LOOK! got car crash!!!!
WA! that guy so fat! surely got cholesterol one! somemore so short! only 170cm!

-_-''

haha! the other groups were super funny la. espcially meishan's and bevely doing ET.

so yeah. there is another of my regular day in school. =))

|| It's my turn.

Okay, there is something wrong with my tagboard again.

To fifi:
hey darling. You almost made me tear with that tag. You made me miss all of you so much more. At the same time, i got really jealous. Why can't i be back there embracing each and every of my dearest friends. You guys have no idea how lucky you all are, getting to meet each other any other time! =((. okay. I miss you guys more than you can ever imgaine. LOVES! =))

To Melissa:
hey dear! yes. i got my learners already. hohoho. but i gotta wait till im 18 to get my drivers. lolx. anyhow, need not be jealous cause even if i get my licence i cant drive in singapore unless i convert my licence which i prolly will be too lazy to do. If i do, I will definately get all my girlies out for a night. =)) and i can't wait to meet up with all of you! =))

Alright! just got back home from gerhard and rosie's place. It is father's day so they invited us over, which is really sweet. haha. i always enjoy going over to their place.=))

so yeah. after dinner with jac, janet and jocelyn. omg. notice all the j's?! we went for korea food that is. I got home with this bad throat. Everyone around me was falling sick and i was the only healthy one. I kept praying i won't not fall sick just before exams but i guess god was busy with others he did not hear my prayers. I am feeling so horrible now. In a way i blamn myself for neglecting my body, letting junk in. oh wells. Let's just hope the throat won't keep me up all night again.

oh oh oh! yes! its offcial! I am not single anymore! =)) HOORAAYY! *throws confetti*

I do not have just ONE boyfriend. I actually have one husband, one boyfriend and one lover! how lucky right! =))

Husband: Jacquline aka McDreamy

Boyfriend: Jocelyn aka xiao zhu

Lover: Janet aka hua zhe lei

hohoho~!