|| You left me grasping for air.

okay! so drama exam is finally over. The past month, practicing almost everyday did pay off. I mean, all of us were pretty happy with our performance so yep!(above is a short clip of our drama exam).

and yes! i was so nervous when we were preparing to start. To make matters worst! I went to check out who our audiences were and omg! When i saw, that-person-there, i was like, "god, this can't be true!". I got so totally stressed out la!".

anyways. I could feel the stare throughout the performace. But i am just glad it is over!

Good. now we are just left with chem presentation, EAP exam, Literature exam and Maths exam! woohoo! =))

my racing heartbeat. heard it?

|| DRAMA!

This is it. It's make it or break it. Drama exam in less than 6 hours time. Man oh man. Let's all pray I don't fall or tear my clothes.

Jack 9 go go go! =))
We can go it guys! =))

|| I've got sunshine.

sorry people.

It is scary how if i don't sound happy, people tend to get worried.

HAHA! okay. thanks everyone who asked if everything is okay. Everything is okay, but just not perfect. So yes, I am stronger than I think I am. What can bring me down huh? =))

Its a pretty stressful time for me now, with drama exam and chem presentation left just before the exams hit. but yeah, after those horrible days it will be the holidays! =))

And sunshine! I have great things planned for this break i reckon i totally deserve.

I will so mug my head out these next 15 days and get all the freaking marks i derserve and cruise into university of melbourne's arts. yes! i must get in! =))

oh ya! i decided if i do get in. i will miss orientation for chinese new year. hopefully i can do my enrolment for the subjects online. I mean, technology so high now, surely that is possible?!

much love, lay.

|| ultimately.

Yeah, so it finally boils down.

Suddenly, I feel all drained out emotionally. It's like, i have given so so much, till the point i am left with nothing else to give.

I keep screaming. None listening.

When they say they will be there, they never will be.

Before i can open up, you are already half way through your story of your tough time. note all the your? It is all about you.

Univeristy application is taking its toil on me.

I know to some 85% average seems so easy and within reach. But, suddenly, I am starting to doubt my abilities.

The extra thought that i will be missing chinese new year makes everything so much worst.

It is weird how I am not like i used to be. Being sad till the point i feel like crying.

All i feel now is numbness. As if i have learnt to block emotions out.

Maybe i really have mastered that.

im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

After emo-ing for a few seconds, I will be back. Since when can i stay sad for long anyways.
oh lay~!

|| ski baby.

These are like the few out of the 100s of photos we took. All the other pics are in my photo albume.

okay. so yesterday was the first time ever i saw snow, more than that, it was falling snow, which made it even more sweet. =))

it was heaps of fun skiing at all. so when we decided to ski down this step moutain to go for lunch. Jack jack and i totally crashed into each other! she did not siam me! lolx! not my fault! people around were like, " woah, nice crash!". then from a distance i hear, "leng...lenggg!". so find it was sister loh the 3rd calling for help. lolx! she too could not stand up from falling. haha. so i tried to wear my boots back. the moutain being so step. after i wore them back, i started skiing backwards la! kaoxz. i was like, forget! just fall before i will ski backwards all the way down. haha.

second funny thing was this. i skied down. and i saw sister loh the 2nd sitting down on the snow. so i decided to go over to join her. after talking for awhile i decided to go back skiing. i felt weird moving, so i looked down at my boots. to see..... one side of my skis gone. i turned back and saw amist the white snow, there was my ski! haha. left in the middle of the snow. how amazing i am huh! lolx

back to today. went for melb uni open house and woah! there were heaps of people man! jessica, janet, jack jack and yana and i laughed so so much la. haha. it was fun though. jessica and i headed for arts side while jack jack and janet went for medicine etc. we then met to go over to the science side. =)).

after that we went for drama practice. it was okay. though its tiring to know there is still so so sooo much left to do.

and guess what! before i headed out to meet jack jack, janet and wirawan for dinner. i found out that i lost my hp. god. i called grattan street to check if i left my hp there but its closed. so yep. guess i would just have to wake up early to go over there before any student does and try find my hp.

i am exhasuted now. tata.~ =))

|| WOOHOO!

In six hours time i will be up at mount buller. How exciting. First time ever seeing snow, first time ever skiing.

Be jealous, be super jealous! =))

will update soon with my pretty pictures.

|| pleasure for the eyes.

Weirdly, i am seeing rainbows more often than the Sun.

miss spotty loh!

Mr ginger boy and Miss ling! =))

Isn't ginger boy the cutest thing ever?! More than that, it makes me miss spotty loh so so much more.

OH OH! And i finally finished my EAP presentation! aint you all happy for me! i feel so happy for myself la! =)). okay. one more down. let's check out what more are we left with:

- History of Ideas 1500words essay (due tomorrow)

- Chemistry Presentation ( due 7th sept)

- Drama Exam ( 2 weeks time)

- Maths 1 exam ( 3 weeks time)

- Lit Exam (3 weeks time)

Ahhhhhh~~~ sweet life.

oh oh! hopefully i can make it in time to join the others for dinner at papa gino's tomorrow. It's shopping friday tomorrow! i can't wait to hand in my essay and go crazy. god.

OH OH!final results will be out on the 16th dec and uni posting out on jan 1st! CAN YOU FREAKING BELIEVE IT?!

please let me get into univeristy of melbourne's art! please!

ME TAG BOARD FLY AWAY! WHERE WHERE! CANT FIND IT!

|| I've aged.

ITS BEEN CRAZY AROUND HERE MAN!

I've been so caught up with heaps of things. Essays, assigments, projects, presentation, drama-ing, cafe-ing, dinner-ing and shopping.

There's so many things happening i have no idea where to start.

Been out a couple of times with janet, jack jack and all for koko black and basically just eating heaps of sweet stuff. It almost became a routine. I have no idea why, but i forever hungry. Like really! I am always scaring people with how fast i get hungry even though i just ate heaps. but who cares! I will go back to singapore looking so darn hot, you guys will be drooling! wahaha!

Drama practices have been taking up so much of my time i hardly come back for lunch and hardly have the energy nor the time to conplete my other work. BUT! i love my drama group and i am willing to give all in just to make things work out. I am like really excited about this exam. We are planning to do on the chinese palace in olden days. It would be a blast i tell you! =))















DRAMA MAMAS!

okay. the higlight of the week was going to the uni of melb's genetic's lab for biology assignment. haha! we were supposed to put fruit flies to sleep using CO2 and view them under the mircoscope. My dearest jack jack, instead of opening the bottle where the flies are contained in and immediately flipping it over to the CO2 container, had to mishandle the bottle and let all 12 flies out in the lab. Yes, thats how meticulous future doctors are. now you know huh? the flies were lingering around us la! totally!

oh oh oh! i am sad. although i may sound happy. lolx! the ski trip to mount buller might be off due to bad weather! =((. i was so looking forward to it! sadders. it was said that the weather was not good and we would hardly be able to ski. to prove winter is coming to an end...

By the end of the next week. i will be the happiest person! Because.. essays will all be over! woohoo!

Tuesday during HOI lecture they will be telling us about application to uni. okay. hopefully this will spur me to study hard.

ciaoxz!

|| I WANT MY COOKIE!

Trinity college ball is in november. But i am hardly anywhere near being excited. A couple of my friends have their dress all ready or going back during the holiday to get them. Me? i thought of designing mine myself.

okay, those of you who are already laughing your head off. STOP IT!

its pretty weird. cause i totally remember getting hyped up when my primary school had the graduation high tea. i had a blast then.

but now. going for this ball makes me feel like i am just out there trying to seek some attention. weird feeling!

we'll see. prolly i'll wake up tomorrow morning all excited and counting down the days till the ball. which, btw, has the theme, "Hollywood". which, to me = flashy dressing people.

anyhow, heard that we have to file in for the courses we wanna do in university next year. HEEHOOR! its pretty hilarious picturing ME in university. Imagine this!

Scene one:

*Lay walking around melb uni with a map in hand*

Some nice lady: Hi! need some help finding which building of trinity college?

Lay: Actually, no. I am just done with college and am onto uni.

Some nice lady: OH! haha! pardon me.


WOULDN'T THAT BE FREAKING EMBRASSING?! YES IT WOULD!

I think i would just stick to applying for arts course. MAN! then i would be the first in our family to major in arts. I would be the weirdo wouldn't i?!

|| My name is Ling.

Scene One.

Judith: LAY! you want me to say hi to him?!

Lay: huh? who?! *looks around*. and then she saw!

Lay: NO! Judith please don't~!!! i swear i will kill you if you do!!! I SWEAR! DON"T!

Judith: haha!!!!! i say hi ah!! haha!

Navina: haha! who who?! who you guys talking about?!?!

Lay: THERE! isn't he the cutest thing ever?!!?!

Navina: omg lay! is that the guy you thinks who looks like the actor(xiao zhu)?!

Lay: YES! dam cute right! omgggg..~~~

Navina: HAHA! are you serious?! omg! he looks gay!!! whahaha!

Lay: *__*!!!


Scene 2

"FREE LEBANON! FREE FREE LEBANON! FREE......"

Lay: are they like protesting AGAIN?

Navina: yes! they seem to have a lot of time!

Lay: YES! clearly!

Navina: They should protest over something more useful la! Like, free shopping or something!

Lay: so what? FREE SHOPPING, FREE FREE SHOPPING, FREE FREE!

Navina: yes! haha! i would go and protest with them to la!

Lay: ha! *__*!!


If you have yet to catch the show THE BREAK UP. You should shot yourself. Its so real till its good. if you get what i meant.

so yep. sister loh and i went to catch that show yesterday. we watched it in the half pipe cinema. its a normal cinema, just with a not so normal sitting style. instead of the usualy chairs. we sat on huge beanbags. it was pretty fun and different and comfy, of cause!=))

okay, i am so full with korean bbq i reckon i'll go back to bed.

Silly ginger loh slept beside me on the bed almost the whole night yesterday. and man! he is sucha bad sleeper. he wakes up like every five mins to change position, lick himself, shake around and poff back on the bed.

oh btw. have i mentioned that tomorrow is thursday? which means the weekends are here. well, soon.