Saturday, June 30, 2007

|| single living no more!

In exactly 24 hours time, i will no longer be staying alone. =)/=(

These six weeks would prolly be one of the fun times of my life and also the toughest.

It made me realize how i can actually survive on my own ( survive even better if i had someone to cook for me everyday! ) and how i will not be able to survive without my family (xoxo).

Anyways, mummy will be here to stay for prolly a week. IM REALLY HAPPY! hopefully she and daddy will be able to pop by in nov too. =D

AND AND AND! just 6 more days till the release of my FIRST EVER UNI RESULTS! =X ( keeping fingers crossed).

Haven been posting pictures up cause im LAZY.

(*lurve lurve you.)

Monday, June 25, 2007

Crap. I just realized how negative my past posts have all been.

Weeeelllll, on the up side of life. I've almost survived living alone 6 weeks. (fine, minus off the days vic and sister loh the 3rd was in melb).

How amazingly I feel like I've grown within weeks(well yes, mentally and physically).

Just 5 more days till sister loh the 2nd gets home with mummy.

One week later, you'll be hearing me going on and on about how i wish i was living alone.

Anyways, gotta start hardcore driving with the final driving exam being just a month away. =D

Excited I am! =D

Saturday, June 23, 2007

|| gone with being nice.

How can such a beautiful place be filled with such ugly people?
I'm so disgusted by the thought of the people who gave 2321313 excuses to not help me when i needed help with ginger. The truth is, no matter how much good you do for others, they don't necessarily take it in and thank you. It's not about asking for favours back after you've helped others. It's about helping when help is needed. Gawd, i swear i've never felt so helpless in my entire life before. No wonder my parents are always right.

" Never depend on anyone but yourself "
(how very very very true.)

On the up side, there are significant people whom you realize will help you no matter what. And these group of people are called family.

I really do hope i will never have to go through what i did last week ever again. Cause it just makes me more disgusted with people.

well, what doesn't kill just makes you stronger.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

|| cause he will always be my little fella

I prolly had the toughest week ever.

Seriously, what doesn't kill just makes you stronger.

Victoria popped by and within 3 days ginger fell so ill he was admitted to hospital. Having to take in the whole situation without the family was so so tough. All the doctors were going on and on about putting him down. It was so horrible. The four days he was in hospital felt like weeks. There were countless moments i broke down. However, the family kept reminding me that I was the one who have to be the stronge for our little boy. Thank god sister loh the 3rd flew down from singapore to help me out.

And to the many whom prayed for our little boy. Thank you. He is now running around the house. With all my heart i pray he stays this way.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

I'VE SURVIVED THE EXAMS! =D

I am so glad i have like 7 weeks to shop my life away. =D

Anyways, victoria is arriving in two hours time baybeh!
eh, xinhui, andre, kelly when's your turn HUH!
Let's hope vic doesn't die of shock seeing how much stuff i have. he he.
erm,, at least my house smells nice. =D

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

I think I'm in love...
















In love with life itself. =)

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Akon - Dont matter



Thanks so much to my Guardian Angel for making sure the exam papers are do-able =D. It made me feel so much better on the cold winter days. =))

The past two days was like freezing with it only being like 5 to 8 degress in the morning. Freezing in the exam halls felt like it was part of the exam.

But i still enjoy taking ginger the king out for his afternoon walks soaking up the sunlight. =D

I am really looking forward to mummy coming over, and hopefully daddy comes over to. I reckon hotspring-ing during winter would be awesome! =D

Two papers done! Just one more to go!

Thanks for the sms! =D

Monday, June 04, 2007

DONE WITH CHEMISTRY! =D

Let's hope this is really the last time I have to do chem as a subject. Much as Im starting to enjoy it, I rather not advance it. =)))))))))))

Ah, it means I only have two more papers to go!!! 4 more days. I can do it!

Ginger seriously thinks he is the king of the house. He makes me cook like 3/4 differernt type of meat before he is willing to take a sniff and start eating. It has nothing to do with my cooking, he is just fussy!

Friday, June 01, 2007

Who ever said forever was forever?

Cause you know what, we can only wish it stays the way we like it to.

But it never does.

I knew forever was going to be once upon a time.

No matter how hard you try to bring the oceans closer together, it never works.

Distance does not make the heart fonder, it makes the heart wander.

When I left everything I had behind, I left my hopes behind too.

I am so sick of pretending that the pieces all still fit into one, when no, they don't anymore.

No, not only does land drift, people drift too.

And some just can't find their way back.


Gawd, I'm so sick of studying for these crap exams. Since when were exams so straining on me? I dislike the thought of studying but not being able to come out with solutions. I know its just one more week. But its gonna be one of the longest week I'll ever have to go through. And of all time, I have to turn emo now.