|| sister loh the 2nd's schlarship.

We are all very proud of her. =))

|| HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

|| HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

Finally after a week of delay, we celebrated janet's birthday! Had dinner at the garade. It's like a warehouse converted eatery place. Indo food. Food was okay, not really that great or whatsoever.

Anyways, silly janet was supposed to accompany me to the ladies so jac and get out the cake to surprise her. but no....janet had to refuse to accompany me la! totally sia! lolx. so jac just decided to take the cake out.

WAHAHA!

Jac then walked over with the cake without lighting the candle. lolx! it just looks funny! haha. then she lit it on the table cause the wind was too strong. =))

Played pool after that! haha. yes me, played pool. which i totally stink in! who cares! i have two friends who are super pro in it! JACQUELINE SIM(see! i spelled your name correctly after 8 months. =)) and NG YIT MING! kaoxz! I tried shotting the ball, in the end, shot the air. lolx. Practive makes perfect!!! I will be able to play!

Anyways, yit ming then left us for tution. So,Wirawan, Jac, Janet and I just sat and chit chat. Talked about a lot of stuff man. Like how everyone n singapore changed and its always difficult to fit in again cause we have not been part of their lives for such a long time. =( sad but true. haha. so we planned (janet, jac and I) to hang out in singapore. SENTOSA! Wanna stay in the hotel for a night yes yes! whahaha! Yum cha yes yes?! Japanese bbq yes yes?! =))

haha. anyways, then decided to get a drink, headed off to starbucks. Bought drinks and went back to janet/jac's place's common room to continue our chit chat. This time round, the topic was BGR! lolx! talked about what type of guys we like, shown each other pictures of people they like/think they are hot (which obviously none i have, cause none of my friends are hot) sadders and a lot of other stuff.

And that actually got me thinking, I am not emotionally attached to many of my friends. I did not tell them about heaps of stuff. hmmm.

It is actually weird how my life now is the best life ive ever had so far in my 17 years of time. For the first time ever, I can truely say I am happy and i love my life. =))

sending love.

|| hoooohooohooo!

While waiting for the sisters to come back from the market before heading over for yet another day of shopping, was trying to keep myself busy by packing up the house. Although not much differences were made.

Anyways, it is gonna be a really long holiday this time. Have to start planning on what to do. Have a couple of things planned already tho.

And the list goes:

- start learning to drive. (yes, people on the road, BEWARE!)

- Surfing (hopefully on 9th dec?)

- watch POLO! (first time ever, hopefully we get the tickets)

- learn to play tennis once again (yayaya. its been 7 years la!)

- horse riding again and again! (..she'll be coming around the moutains when she comeeee.....)

- learn to dance! =)) tango please!

- go to the temple to pray that i get into arts. lolx!

- SHOPPING!
- and more to come! =))

|| I am so happy!

Let's hope today's chemistry paper is the last chemistry paper i will be taking.
So yeah, for the first time in my entire life, chemistry paper was okay for me. =))

Anyways, made it for the shopping trip! Hand in hand with my darling navina and janet.
Bought the KOOKAI bag finally! Though it was actually not worth the price. I still got it. wahha. I kept telling myself i deserve a treat for my effort the past few weeks. I kept asking nav and janet to reassure me that i deserve it. lolx.

So yep, got yet another dress too. It's spring! Spring is all about dresses! =))

Got home feeling really really happy.
I am so determined to score for biology.
Till then, I will be studying.....
or at least,
trying to.

=D

sending love.~

|| shopadowa!

Okay, so literature was good, history of ideas was good, mathematics was bollocks and e.a.p was okay. Let's pray that tomorrow's chemistry paper will be okay FOR ME. Despite the fact that I have NOT studied for it yet. So dead, yes.

The mere thought of getting into arts seems...

Anyways, uni melb's arts in like the top 7th in the world. Preceisely one of the reason I wanna get in. =)) To think about it, 85 average required score for an arts course is really high huh!

Oh oh! Jessica is so sweet! haha. =)) She offered to lend me her HOI textbook which I refused to buy because it is 100 over bucks. And I, a person who would willingly spend 100 bucks on anything except TEXTBOOKS did not agree on buying it. haha. so yep. she lent me hers and i just got back from returning the book to her. AND GUESS WHAT! haha. she made a Korean dish for me! aww! so sweet right! =)). whaha.

That aside. Tomorrow is like the paper before my break. I really do need this one week to study biology which i absolute have to get full marks or somewhere around there if not i can pack my stuff and go back to singapore and apply for a poly course.

*touch wood*

Will be going out wit my darling navina and judith tomrrow after paper i think. Sunday, out with sister for shopping. Monday out dinner with the gang. Tuesday sister loh the 2nd's award presentation.

Have I mentioned that i think sister loh the 2nd enjoys collecting schlarships?! lolx. congrats to her for getting the schlarship to Sweden(i think) next june. Not only that, she will have her name up on the vet science building wall! so cool right! I also want. wahhaha. totally.

okay. I am suppose to be studying chemistry.

sending love.

|| Bye bye Lit and HOI!

Ah~ Two papers done, JUST four more to go. =))

Anyways, it really whacked me on the head when I received the conditional level from the university. It really got me thinking after I came back home. I really seriously truely am going to uni next year. Its super freaky! I am only 17! I still do not have any idea what I wanna do! I have been changing my course for god knows how many times. (currently, I wanna do media and com.=)) ).

Can we just show down a little? I need more time to settle my racing mind.

Anyways, that aside. Cousin cool cool is coming back for like three days. He is like only 26 years old and earning big bucks man! He just bought a house with kedale. so freaking cool can!

I wanna retire when I am 24!

I want a mini cop, then a beetle, then a benz, and many more!

I WILL BE RICH.
Stuff that crap that money isn't the most important thing.
Well then,
its the only thing.

Welcome to reality guys.

|| 100!

11 more hours till I start writing my award winning literature essay.

I do need all the luck I can get.

sending love.

|| Let me in to uni! PLEASE!

I think I am utter hopeless.

One day before my finals and I went on retail therapy.

Went to the library and stonned for like an hour before deciding I was better off staying home.

So, went back. Just nice the sisters are getting ready to head down to the city.

Seeing the stressed up me(not a usual sight) they asked me to go with them, saying something really true! Afterall, even if I stay home, I will not study, so might as well go for a walk.

wahaha!

While waiting for them to get ready to leave the house, I decided to try again to start on my HOI essay which I have been trying to start when I was in the library for the zillionth time.

And tada! My hands were moving faster than my brain! The mere thought that I am going shopping spurred me to do my essay.

Hopeless or what huh?

|| hardly any left.

I am so freaking pissed...

with myself.

God Damn It! It is like just three days till my finals and I can hardly study.

I spent only two hours in the library and I could not take it and came back home.

I feel so damn pathetic.

='((

|| Ginger Loh.

How can anyone not love him?

|| fighting!

I think Melbourne forgot summer and went straight back to winter.

It is supposed to be spring going on summer and whats the temperature today?

Max 15 degrees and Min 2 degrees.

What nonsense!

Anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET DARLING!
Finally dearest is 17.
And i will be turning 18! OH NO!
its okay. at least it means offical clubbing. HA! TOTALLY!

Drama exam tomorrow.
Exams in 5 days time!
For like 5 days straight, everyday I have a paper. THREE hours paper. Killer.

I am a fighter!
It is like the last lap of the race. I am gonna chiong! =))

|| I belong to me.~

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do

I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but
I'm not giving up my soul

I belong to me I
don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

Oh yea

Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me

I'm one not half of two
And if you gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

|| woopedoo!

Shall Do List After The Exams:

1. Horse riding.

2. Pot Luck.

3. Tennis.

4. Yum Cha.

5. Surfing.

And more!

okay people. That should be enough of a motivationg force! =))

Get into medicine school or i'll drown you while surfing jac! =))

I love studying! =))

I might change my mind and do zoology. haha!

|| LAST!

So yesterday was like the last Chemistry, Drama and History of Ideas tutorial ever in trinity. It was super sad la! Especially for HOI. I love HOI tutorial class so very much. Am so gonna miss all the jokes. We spend most of the time talking about everything but HOI. Yesterday, we had so much fun talking about candies. weird but yes. haha.

okay. maths lecture soon.

loving.

|| Nerd

Nine Hours in the library studying.

I totally deserve to be accepted into Univerisity of Melbourne's Arts.

If I continue doing what I am doing.

Am going back to singapore really late this time around.
Fnish exams on the 4th of december. But will be staying in aussie till like january.
It is surprising to know that suddenly, the few reasons i look forward to going back is ripped off me.

But I knnow everything happens for a reason. I tried changing fate but somethings, is the way its meant to be.

loving.

|| FOOD please.

First time in 17 years.

I feel like going clubbing once again.

It is 11.28am and I just had a horrible self made breakfast.

What do you expect?

|| My blog = pictures of ME. Ball away!

|| Part Two

Okay, so finally the ball was yesterday night.

It was such a rush. Went to do my make up in the city at 3pm at MAC. Finished at about 4pm. Did some last minute shopping and walked over to sister loh the 1st bf's place to have my hair done by sister's friend. Jac Jac came over shortly.

When my hair was finally done the time was like 615pm and i was supposed to meet the others at 630pm my place. Rushed back, changed, wear on stuff within a time span of 5 minutes and everyone including the taxi drivers starting calling.

The funniest thing was the four guys were waiting opposite my place and when i called out for them. All of them looked up at my apratment. They did not realise I was standing opposite la! haha! blur people. I had to cross the road half way to be noticed.

Anyways. The ball was pretty okay. I made it to the dance floor with jac jac and yana! LOLX! =)). Danced to senorita. Was pretty awesome! We will go clubbing here when we are officially legal yes jac jac?! =))

After the ball. Went to collect my jacket from sister loh the 2nd and wei ying. They were having coffee at the cafe.

Justin, Paul-Jon, Wirawan, Wei Jie and I then headed off to crown for dessert. Walked there! =)) It was really nice and thanks guys for looking out for me! Felt like a princess with four bodyguards! haha! Everytime I stopped to adjust my heels they will all stop and ask me if i was okay. haha! when i hugged my jacket a little tighter they asked if I was warm enough. =)) Justin was so lame la! He saw me looking pretty uncomfy walking in heels and asked if i wanted to wear his shoes. haha! jokingly i said okay lor. Then he was like, "haha! I was just joking with you". -_-***. haha. such a pig. But it was funny chit chatting with them . Laughed so much .

Walked back from crown to federation square and decided to sit a tram back. Everyone was too tired to walk. Thank god because I was so sure my legs will soon break.

So, the ball was not as bad i expected. =))

5 more hours till the prom.

I feel butterflies in my stomach making war.

Please, please, please do not ask me to dance.

23 hours till prom.

And I feel like shit.