You are never going to be good enough.
No matter how good you are, there will always be people better than you.

I think I have convinced myself to embrace how smart/hardworking Berkeley students are and be honoured to be studying side by side (yeah right- I HATE BELL CURVES!!!). And I think they've earned it, to be studying in such an institute. It still freaks me out how borderline-ish I have been doing in subjects I totally understand in comparison to Berkeley smartasses. Haha, and I think I pissed my classmates off by doing well in a subject I serious have no idea what it is about.

Ahhh, couting down couting down. Just 57 more days till I bake myself in sunny island again.

Nothing much happening. Finally 2 weeks of no-major-assignment-due, finally giving me some time to continue gossip-girling.

Sigh, I don't like to be the t-shirt and jeans wearing Lay Leng anymore.

xoxo

By 11am today morning, I was hungrily hunting for something apart from MCdonald's for lunch. Sadly, nothing apart from the Chinese Resturant was open...

Along with my take out, my second fortune cookie (in America) states...

" Soon, a visitor shall delight you"

The time now is 1048pm. Mum is here with a suitcase full of chicken rice paste, holicks, maggi mee, chinese tea, pineapple tarts etc.

Life just gets better. =)

xoxo

I've kinda adpated to livng alone, having to cook for myself, eating infront of the computer and planning what to do on an hourly basis.

Gosh, I am so bored I think I might just dieeeee!!!

I've got two mid term exams tomorrow and I have been gossip girl-ing since I don't know when.

What is becoming of me!!!


xoxo

COME OVER SOON MUM!

I am not as strong as I thought I am.

I am not good with time,

but time will be on my side.


xoxo