First in a long time since i stayed at home the whole day. Feeling so lazy. Was supposed to catch a movie, but decided tomorrow would prolly be better.

Movie craze huh? There was like four people with their msn nick having "dumbdumb". A new trend huh?

Anyways, am returning back to singapore really really soon after 6 months. Yeah, it was that long since i last went back. Freaky! I duno why i am feeling so stressed. I really do not know what can i do when i get back. With everyone going back to school, sister loh the 2nd coming back to melbourne on the 7th and sister loh the 4th going to South Africa for national touch rugby ( cool or what huh? ). WHAT ON EARTH WILL I BE LEFT TO DO? Go shopping/facial everyday?

More than that, its meeting up with the friends again thats freaking me out. We are all so different now. What common ground do we still share? We all have our own lifes. I haven been around long enough to watch everyone mature, would that not spark disagreements? oh wells.

I am so lazy to fuss with uni application.

oh wells. I'm going back to my DVDs. The guy is so damn handsome!
*droolsssssss.....

|| i'm coming back!

I must either looked really poor or really nice.

Went to victoria market ( yes again! ) and I got like free stuff from two stores.

HA! BEAT THAT SUCKERS!

First, the lady gave my a plum. Then the guy gave me two sausages.

Anyways, went shopping yet again, bought kel, gty, nessa, dre, ian, debao's pressie. Still hunting for the others present. So budget now can!

okay. im gonna pack my stuff.

ta!

|| The Lohs.

Those are the pictures from the photoshot two weeks back.

Anyways, boxing day sales was wayy crazy! Felt like the whole melbourne was up at 6am and rushed down to the city. Every single shop was having sales. No kidding. It was massive and the sales are still going on, although not that huge,

Went over to gerhard and rosie's place this noon for lunch. Had a great time talking to gerhard, him showing us all the old pictures and telling us heaps about germany and all. I really do wanna travel around the whole after i finally find my soulmate. What beats sharing the beautiful moments with your loved ones huh? =))

Oh yeah, I'll be back in singapore earlier than expected. I might, highly likely, countdown to the new year in the airport. Prolly my family would be nice and still come pick me up and sacrifice counting down. wahahha! i think they love me enough right?! lolx! fingers crossed.

I'm such a failure, i have not gotton a single present yet. haha! tml tml!

ta!

MY BABIES !

=D

|| Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas everyone! =D

Just came back from Port Melbourne for xmas dinner with sister loh the 2st, sister loh the 3rd, ran and kelvin. The place was so OC like can! It was pretty cool. Apart from the raining and freezing cold wind.

How come its raining on Xmas? Beats me.

Anyways, I can't believe back home in singapore, right this moment, they are partying at my place! I am missing out on so much! The little cousins and all are blooming into little teenagers and i am missing out! Not that i adore kids much, but still! =((

Am so gonna have so many parties when i go back!

=))

Gonna have an early night, boxing day sales tomorrow!
Woohoo.
ta!

|| merry xmas eve.

Its christmas eve again. Cannot believe how time flies. Scary. freaky man!

Anyways, went over to Barbara's place for the party with sister loh the first. Sister loh the third is down with an allegy. Poor girl missing out on so much, falling so sick during xmas. But we brought her her pressies back! =))

The party was okay-ly fun. No idea why i am exhausted beyond words. I prolly sleep through xmas. I have to start preparing myself for the once a year massive boxing day sales on the 26th. Out on a mission for pressies for the singaporeans. =))

I can't take it anymore, i have to sleep. tata darlings.

Merry Christmas.

|| can i have a seat home please?!

It feels so good when almost the whole city closes at 12am. That's xmas for you in melbourne.
shiok ka do do!

Anyways, offically got into Bachelor of Arts ( i think ). I guess like what sister loh the 2nd said, if I have not decided on my career, I should go for arts. It gives me a wider scope of careers to pick from. I guess so. But theres like 50 over subjects to choose from and I have to plan early to graudate with a major. Thus, for people who are bored, click

http://www.arts.unimelb.edu.au/
futurestudents/disciplines/index.html

and help me read through each subject and advise me on my major. =))
Big thank you to xinhui!
Treat you eat ice cream yes?! =))

I think yesterday was the first time ever i went shopping with sister loh the 1st. wahaha. really! Our taste cannot be any more different! Whatever i liked she thinks its ugly and vice versa. She says my taste is becoming more and more SM-like, wth? lolx.

Oh, and aunty jane who works in SIA tried to get me on the flight to go back to singapore but it was wayyyy too full. Only am left with a business class seat. ONE seat left ( if i am not wrong ). Therefore, mum will prolly accumulate her krisflyer points with me so I can upgrade to business class. Which i think its kinda wasting points. Like, with those points, we could get a free air ticket or something. Dad and Kheng upgraded theirs last week to fly back to singapore because they have to get back, but i don't. I am going back for holiday, duno if its worth upgrading or just sticking to coming back on the 11th. oh wells, we'll see.

Today is already xmas eve eve, which means, more shopping should be done.

ta!

|| monkeys

Okay, we only woke up like 7 am to go to victoria market.

After unpacking the food, i decided to go back to bed before waking up for lunch.

I attempt to sleep, but was woken up by a dog's whine. Or was it dogs?
As i was facing the wall, i turned to check on the two monkey dogs.
I turned to be faced by two dogs sitting my my bed staring at me.
Both of them are like the cutest thing ever can!
Obviously the boys could not wait till lunch time for their food.

Anyways, shortly after feeding them, Gerhard and Rosie came back home with sister loh the 2nd. Went to Nasi Lemak house for lunch. It was so so so soo sooo hot can! Like it went up to 36 degrees. I almost die eating nasi lemak and had to resist flipping the tables and scream. I wonder how am i gonna survive singapore's weather, although its been raining a lot?

I came back alone, fed the boys again, used the com and yes, went back to sleep again. lolx! =D It's a form of relaxation okay.

Okay, gotta go get ready for dinner with the sisters and weiyin. Followed by shopping! Myers closes at like 12am today!!! shiok bo! better than singapore. wahhaha! don't we all love xmas?

ta!

|| hotties.

Heaps of people are having short bangs. I don't like.

But I rock in it the most. ( shut up and agree! ).

Anyways, took ginger to the vet today, everything went well! His ultra sound results were great! =)). I constantly thank god for protecting my little one. Seeing him go through any pain kills me.

Oh ya, went over to lygon Koko Black just now to get chocolates (jealous anot janet and jac jac?! =D ) haha! and i felt so much so like a second class citizen. I mean like lygon is kinda like orchard and since its literally behind our place, who will actually take time to dress up if you're just popping by for a short while right!? wa kao. then walk along lygon see all those chio chio ang moh girls with overflowing assets demoralizes the me in just t shirt and jeans.

Thus, I will start working out. I also wanna look chiochio! wahhaha! shut up lay!

Anyways, sister loh the 2nd will be going back on friday morning and sister loh the 3rd will be coming back from singapore after a week on friday morning too. haha! my family enjoys their time amongst the clouds.

Okay, i have to wake up like 6am tomorrow morning to accompany sister loh the 2nd to victoria market again.

ta!

|| The Queen

I rock.

haha!

I actually, for the seond time in my life, went to victoria market all on my own! =D It must be a funny sight though. I always feel so lost in the market and people like to cheat my money. Went clothes shopping before getting the fruits and food. Tried on a couple of stuff but as I was alone, did not wanan get anything. Cause it always ends up as an impulsive buy. But like everything was on sales la!

Anyways, went around, got the fruits and food, headed back home.

The two monkeys ( chilli and ginger) were eagerly waiting for my return ( I SAY THEY ARE MEANS THEY ARE!). And chilli got so excited he pee-ed. thanks dog! Cooked their food, cleared the house which never seems to be any cleaner and headed down to the city, ALL ALONE!

I always enjoy "me-time". I mean, its always fun going out with friends or family, but at times, peace is greatly appreciated. So yep, shopped in the city for like FOUR hours! shiok bo? wahaha! Got the sportsgirl sandals! finally got size. Thank god i am a size 6 not size 5. The smallest size they make here is like usually, a size 6. BIG FOOT ROCKS!

After shopping, went back home and took my daily 2 hours "nap".

Cooked (yes i can cook!) and watched the OC.

I actually can't believe I am going back to singapore again! So fast la! Gotta start planning the present list!

p.s: I miss spotty loh like a lot.

ta!

|| the letter that keeps me going.

Greetings from Singapore!!!

Thank you for the cards ya..wanted to mail one extra large one over to you all but our very high-tech father asked me to e-mail!!...can you believe it??!! HAHAHHAHAA

Anyway, hope that all is fine over there.i noe cash flow is tight especially with boy boy's medicals and stuff but dont stress!! ahaha let's hope our "brother" Langfuhr will run faster tonite and i will fly over to melbourne to pass to you all the cash personally..hohoohohohoooo

To....

Chen: Congrats for passing yuor driving!! hahhaa..but one criteria: you are not allowed to snatch the car from me when you come back..its bad enough being the only child here, worse if i were to be a carless only child..hahhahahaa. ;) *papa's nagging* askin you to go get your cert quickly!!

Hoon: Breathe in breathe out....believe in self-efficacy. Repeat after me: "I can do what is given to me" hahhahaha...after all these years you have proven to be more capable than you think you are. So trust me, you wiil be a DR. Loh soon..smile!! =) Mommy bought a new LV bag from Hong Kong!!!! Come back and let's go shoppin!! next stop: DFS Galleria

Kheng: Please take good care of yourself..your body is like having fun fallin sick. You are banned from stepping out of the house!! Anyways, mommy says that if you want you can come back for 2 weeks if you want la..so you plan for yourself ok!

Leng: Congrats on the high way code!! so anxious to get you license ah..hahhaa.ok, your return has been approved by the parents..but when are you goin back to melb?? hahhahahha..the spoilt baby sister now has become the "LENG, pls wash the dishes"..growin up huh? hohoh.well, dont care abt your classmates..dont let tthem stress you out ok!! Ignore them. And darlin' spottie misses you!

OK, please come back ASAP ok all of you. More frequent flyer points.Go earn more money so can come baccck more often. hehehe..SIA is going to earn all our money..

Missing all of you,
Daddy Mommy Kwan

|| Spring brought you to me.

First picture is of the two monkeys at home and me. Chilli and ginger. Both of them have zero idea of their sexually. They hump on each other. =_=. BOTH ARE MALES. More than that, they enjoy trying to bite each other's leg. But, they are like super dupa cute. =))

The other pictures are just the few out of the many we took during horse riding. Punky was my horse for that day. KAWAII RIGHT! wahhaha! shut up lay.

Those people in the pictures are those I am missing dearly. =(. All the aussies have left to go back home, except me! haha. though i do not really mind. With the gorgeous weather and the super dupa a lot of shopping to do. wahhaha!

Oh, i think i've decided to do media and communications. haha! at least for now. Till i change my mind again. =))

Anyways, its really soon till i get back to singapore. Am gonna make full use of this trip. Getting in touch with almost everyone who has been in my life and still are. =)) missing everyone of you guys out there heaps! Will be back with the presents this time! wahha! =))

ta!

|| bolala!

I think I will just do arts. Not media and communications.

haha! i feel damn pathetic can! 17 going 18 years old and i have no idea what i wanna do.
I always wanted to have my own fashion line.......... Okay, go ahead and laugh. oh wells.

Anyways, i suddenly feel the excitment again!!! haha! i am actually kinda excited going back to singapore again! haha. I am looking forward to the shopping for my friends' pressie part!~ weirdly enough. lolx.

oh, and sister loh the 3rd's graduation went well. Did a family shot in the studio too and then off for dinner and some jap place. ( photos are loaded in "pamper your eyes even more").

It actually scares me sometimes.
At times i really have no clue what I wanna do in life, the next moment I am so determined in shaping my future in the way i've always dreamed of!

I saw a really REALLY cute guy driving the firetruck at swanston today. =D He turned the siren on and chiong the red lights. DAMN COOL CAN! Then, the thought came! haha! I ALSO WANNA BE A FIREFIGHTER!

Will prolly go for pilates tomorrow. haha! so unlike me? went for yoga class last week with sister loh the 2nd. It was quite weird. Felt like sex education...

Instructor: " Now, push your sex organs up"
Me: " huh? what?!?" =_=

I even started laughing half way though the class can! And i could not stop. Embrassing or what huh!

Enough randomness for the day.

|| i wanna stay young.

I met the score for Bachelor of Arts in University of Melbourne.

But so?

I still do not know what I wanna do.

SAVE ME!

|| hello.

I like this and this will be mine. =D

Anyways, it's madness in the house! Its so not funny having 7 humans and 2 dogs in the house. With the parents over and chilli the dog(sister loh's the first's friend's dog). Chilli will be here till the 28th and the parents along with sister loh the 3rd and 4th will be going back on friday.

Oh! sister loh the 3rd is graduating tomorrow! Another proud moment for the loh's! =))

And, first time ever in my life, i am sick of shopping. seriously.

I am random.

oh wells.

|| =((

For the first time in a long while have i felt this unhappy.

Really really unhappy.

I even started planning for my future.
I wanna live alone and not be critisized for believing in what i do.
Each individual would have their own principles and way they believe they should live their lives.
When i do not share a same outlook on a certain issue on life that does not mean that my perceptions and beliefs are god damn wrong.
When i don't wanna go out, it does not make me an anti social. I just don't wanna be fake nor do i wanna surround myself with people who make me unhappy.

I have my flaws, everyone does.
So stop trying to perfect each and everyone. That's not life.
I am imperfect.
But that does not mean that you are perfect.

I belong to me!

|| it's another birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING DONG YAN!!!

HOPE YOU GUYS HAD A BLAST TODAY!

AND YES, I AM SORRY I AM NOT AROUND FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN =((

WILL BE ABCK SOON WITH YOUR PRESENT! =))

MUCH LOVE!

|| welcome welcome

Sister loh the 4th finally came! =)). its nice to know that the whole family will be here within a weeks time.

Went shopping today before coming back for a nap and out for dinner. Will be heading to DFO tomorrow! Gotta stay out of the heat! 37degrees. beat that!

Six more days till the release of the results. Gosh, this really will be the results that will determine my future!

P.S: I really want a mini cooper!