|| i'm who i am. not who you want me to be.

I have been dreaming.

A lot actually.

Of people who used to matter a lot to me.

They are actually badly good dreams.

I meant, I was scolding them (bad) but what I was scolding them was everything I always wanted to tell them but never had the guts to (good).

I've really opened up so much more. I am learning to surround myself with not just people who love me, but also only people whom i love.

Why should I be unhappy due to the presence of another?

Cause you know what, I will no longer be the one who goes with the flow and listen to your crap about how I should behave because of the way I look.

Stuff that suckers.

I'm stepping up.