I think soon enough i'll be able to make a class full of friends whom i lost because of competition.
It is very irritating when people do not celebrate your achievements.
I guess what they say is true 'people hate you because they are jealous of you'.
And I am uber lucky, so i should not find it uber surprising why people dislike me.

that aside,

I miss home =(

Although the Ausssie routine has already fell into place, I still miss celebrating family stuff. I just missed loh loh's birthday =( and soon i'll be missing on dad's birthday. =(

Dad & Mum would not be popping by for my ceremony since i'll be back one month later and they'll only be able to spare a short time here and dad has to be back before his birthday.

=(((

I really do hope i get into berkeley so I can spend at least two months in spore. But based on the fact that I have been so lucky, it might be this time that i am less lucky... sighhhhhhh.....

xoxo